I am finally done with school after 4 year trying years of sweat, tears, blood and threats to my school...im done. And why am i not happy weird. Every summer i kept wishing that when Im done with school ill do all these things loose weight, start dancing, swimming work out like crazy, find the guy that ill spend the rest of my life with... the only thing i keep my attention on is how school was hard and how i screwed over a lot of things. I happened to keep a grudge... not so good. That can actually hold you back...which i think has been happening with me. The point is to not hold a grudge, it will hold you back for any future plans. Realization: holding onto grudges, hold you back spiritually. Everything seemed to be ok, until i changed schools in the 5th grade. I had a good time until i was around 10yrs old when i had to change schools. Moving to a new school was stressful. It opened a new world for me but i also i was very protected also. I was teased made fun of but never said anything and in that way i learned how to keep things to myself and cause of that hold grudges...its easy to hold a grudge but if you want to grow..let go!!! i guess thats why so many people find it hard to loose weight. Let go of all the pain and hurt you have been in and fly right out of there!!!
Well i wanna enjoy the rest of my summer and loose weight workout find a job and dance..do all of that and still be happy!!! I think im gonna make a video blog. alot of people seemed to be doing and it seems like a lot of fun..sooo i begin with butterfly wings : )
