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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

A New Thought!!!

What are we looking good for? or WHO are we looking good for? its interesting ..i always imagine myself entering a room filled with old classmates and for them to be shocked when they see a smaller me. I don't know if its worth it when u actually think about it. It does not make sense. After they see how great you look what happens next? Your life can not be surrounded by your change in weight loss. When you do these big changes, it is for you and noone else.  I feel that this is an issues among the population  who are overweight. I mean is your life really over if you are overweight or is it because the people around feel that you are just not small enough. If you have confidence and people that care about you, thats all that matters and the weight will fall off when it has to. To loose weight for others satisfaction is not good. i feel that you will be more stressed than ever about keeping it off and always worried about what others will say about you. Recently, i have been looking , i mean really looking at myself. And to be honest , i don't look bad at all. It was always my weight that i felt made me look ugly. Now that i am grown and more mature, i realize i'm not bad looking at all and the only thing that i need to change is my weight. i guess thats what gave me my confidence back ...Anyway, i will get back to you all soon. Enjoy your holidays!!!


BUTTERFLY8
December .29. 2010

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

So this is me!!!

Sorry guys for the mystery...so this is me...
i am nursing student in my senior year!! Yes I'm a Virgo and loving what i do. I love the nursing career. It is very rewarding but can be tiresome . I have the best and the worst of times in school and now im ready to set foot in the real world.

Monday, December 27, 2010

What does it mean to be beautiful?

What does it mean to be beautiful!!!
Beauty has been graded upon the size of the body and color of skin....but if you think about it, there is soo much more to life than what you look like. Your atitude amongst people, your service to others and respect for others. Body size and the color of your skin is what you are born with in this life, it is a beautiful thing. Now that you have learned to accept yourself , love it. love your body and your mind. love your personality and embrace it. love your individuality...its funny just talking about this is helping me look forward to my goals in the future.....loosing weight for me, finding infinite wisdom and eventually love...
enjoy the beautiful day..currently im vacationaing in orlando..and its freagggin cold!!!

Butterfly8

Sunday, December 26, 2010

The beginning!!!

Hiiiiii everyone, my name is Ellen. 
FIRST OF ALL... welcome to my first blog...
 I first saw a person making a blog about loosing weight. It inspired me to make one too. I want to share my experiences not only about loosing weight but also finding wisdom and hopefully, one day, love. 
 Loosing weight for me has been an up and down battle. Since i was about 10 years old, i have been told to loose weight, Obviously for health reasons. But one reason i haven't been told was to do it so i can feel good about myself. It became a chore for me to loose weight so i can please other people but not myself. You never get anywhere!!!
  Well i am glad to announce recently, i have been really wanting to loose weight for myself and not for others. I am excited to start this new diet or, lets say, new eating lifestyle. I have tried a lot of diets, everything from Atkins to weight watchers, the cleansing diet...lol everything did work. I even went to fat camp which was an experience. THEY ALL WORKED!!! EXCEPT ONE THING!!!  I DIDN'T ENJOY IT BECAUSE I WASN'T LOOSING IT FOR ME!!! I did have this issue with pleasing people....well now that that problem has cleared up. 
  This new eating plan is called six day body makeover. I'm sure most of you heard of it. I have done some research myself and it seems like a great way to start a new way to eat real healthy...So if anyone is or has been on this diet or just wants to chat about loosing weight and living a healthier lifestyle, this blog is for you. I'm eager to start but i want to know other peoples opinions. so for now my journey begins...im sooo excited..and please dont be shy to answer or ask questions.

December. 27. 2010